take your time and read this<3

this is probably one of the best, and will always be the best, blog that i have EVER read. its so touching. it has totally altered some views, morals, and values that i had for myself and to others.

take your time to click, view and read it. especially you girls.

http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog&pop=1

the way i view life(sorta)

There are so many thoughts and emotions that are running through my mind. After reading the "about me" section of a person i know, it really got me thinking.

this is what the "about me" said(bits n pieces):At my age, I shouldn't be putting the amount of problems and conflicts I put upon myself. The decisions I choose to make put me into tons of sticky situations. I can be stupid, gullible, and someone could probably take advantage of me and I wouldn't know it. I don't know who my real friends are, I'm always caught between two things cause I know my wrong from rights, but my heart always tells me one thing and my head tells me another. ---I choose not to talk about, and deal with my personal conflicts internally rather than to have the people around me have to listen to my stupid, pathetic dilemmas that they'll acknowledge with their vague responses, and try to act as if they have some type of pity for me. I make myself so emotionally weak, and ill trying to pretend as if everything's okay.----- What is passion nowadays? Who knows what love is? Cause I lost myself trying to figure out. I hate all the things I have to go through, and I feel as if I have no control over the world I'm living in. I don't mean to make my problems seem so extravagant and as if I have the worst problems out there because I don't. There are plenty of other people who struggle way more than I have to. My problems are so minute compared to theirs. But I'm just speaking on behalf of how I feel. I don't know what to do and I'm completely lost. ---- I don't even know what makes me happy anymore. The things that made me smile, now make me cry. I can't seem to catch a breather on anything. I'm in search of love, happiness, a peace of mind, and change. Something I can rest on for this comfort I crave. I need help.

and to that.. i responded with:
i swear, everytime i read your about me, it truly touches me. everything you've said and mentioned i agree on and frankly, i feel that way sometimes too. in all honesty.. i really do. i may not BE you or live in the exact shoes as you do, but as we all do, encounter so many predicaments, trials and tribulations that we must look past. faith. courage. strength. have faith in yourself. have courage to do what is right. and have strength to pick yourself up when you've fallen. the way i see it. we lived in a fucked up world with fucked up people. it isnt about finding or trying to make your life perfect and always being happy. its about accepting the fact that life is going to be full of shit and you make the most of it cause in the end, you'll do just fine. i know i havent known you for long, but i really, honestly know and am still going through.. this whole phase of "feeling lost" .. before, i thought it was simply the pursuit of happines.. when i tried to find things, reasons and people to make me happy or make my life a little more better because its so fucked up. instead, i just make the most of it because life passes by to quick to dwell on what you DONT have. treasure what you have now and always keep moving forward cause once you stop, once you go back . faith, courage and strength no longer exists. im always here for you to talk to, remember that. (:


that was a load off.