a load of bullshit

sometimes people are so blind to the hurt that they have cause others, they soon move along with their life with no intentions on finding the truth behind my bitterness.
i dont get mad at someone for no reason. i dont stay mad at someone for no reason.

trust that, i dont have a cold heart, its just, people who dont take accountability for their actions in which it has affected ME, should i show no sign of remorse or sympathy in which they have caused me hurt, pain, agony and/or frustration.

dont apologize for your actions if you dont understand what and why you are apologizing .
put yourself in my position. listen and remember the things youve said to me.

its just, the thing i hate most is being unappreciated and used and taken advantage of, all feeling which i felt for that period of time i knew you, simple because the words you would spit and yell in my face, mattered. it may have not mattered to you, but it does to me. even if you were just talking out of frustration and anger (which you werent, as you said yourself) -- the things you say to people, it affects them, as it did me. all the things you said to me PROVE that, all the time i spent for you, on you, and with you meant nothing to you. all the tihngs you said to me prove that all my efforts in helping you and making you realize that i genuinely cared, dont matter. all the things youve said to me out of anger and frustration still rings in my ears. and if you dont remember or consider why i might be so bitter, than i have no reason to become less emotional from it.

and for you to toy with my emotions simple for your own entertainment really still says a lot about you. its the fact that you are still an inconsiderate selfcentered ass hole, cause what person who has "grown" and "changed into a better person" does that? you may have "grown" in the sense that you picked up your life a bit, but as for your shitty personality, it still shines through that fake armour that i once saw you in.

youre looking into a mirror and only see the reflection of your cute smiling face. turn the mirror a bit and see whats behind you, cause its not always about you.