its been too long

... since ive blogged. a lot of shit has happened at home, school, work, sports etc that i dont even know where to begin.

i feel like i always end up being the side dish. when i stop talking to guys and move on, they begin to try to talk to me again, when by then, im not remotely interested anymore. its just lame, cause i always end up being "the secret" like they are too ashamed to let people know that we're talking. and then they think im some dumb whore who doesnt recognize it when i know that they are just trying to use me. -___-

im glad that i have friends like alicia caudillo; she is literally the only person that ive told COMPLETELY everything to.

but really though, so much shit has happened its crazy. there have been some fucking bomb as nights that ill never forget and there are nights i wished never happened.

OH, and im still on my streak. im determined not to have sex till my senior year and yet no one fucking believes me taht i cna do it. they make it seem as if im a sex-addict or like im some fucking whore that goes around and screws the entire world. -.- all i know is, its been more than five months and im still counting.

oh and as for all the fucking rumors that ive been hearing..
NO tim didnt lose his fucking virginity to me. i didnt even do anything with him
i HAVE NOT HAD SEX SINCE THAT INICIDENT .. that im sure people already know about.
and if you think im EASY, fucking try me.

fuck, it just bugs me how people make all this stupid shit up about me and especially when its not true.

whatever, anyways. my dad went to vietnam for like a month. im moving out of my house no later than by the end of the school year. and im hopefully getting my corolla.

ill blog later maybe. im in journalism class. bye.

Oh and, guys ARE A FUCKING WASTE OF MY TIME CAUSE ALL THEY DO IS TRY TO PLAY GAMES WITH ME. >=O

OH btw, i fucking love LINDSEY VAN KIM RUBI & CHUNG KIM!