currently; cat&mouse chase; my type.

so i decided, im just going to blog pretty much on my current moods, thoughts, problems& upcoming events, and things that revolve around such matters.

quote of the day:
"why fill life with more games, when life is already hard as it is."

^^^^ so from that, i was just thinking about how guys LOVE to play cat and mouse chase and shit. it really bugs me . like, they dont want to call or they wait for you to call, or never make the first move or take an initiative to do anything! ughhhh, it bugs me a lot. because im sitting here, thinking the same thing. cause the way i am, its like, i want to know that guy is interested in me, for the right reasons, so thats the way i always sit back to see what the guy does, so i can be able to tell what type of guy he is, or what is intentions are. but like, once i know me and the guy are on the same page, then id put in effort too.. i mean like.. errr. idk how to explain it. cause like, i know the guy is probably thinking "oh she isnt calling me, so she must be "chopping it up" with some other dude" or when i text him something nice he is prolly thinking"she prolly texted that to the other guys too" -_______- OMG! i hateee that! the way i am, if im "talking" to someone or if im "interested" in someone, i never ever try to get at another dude. i may text and talk to other dudes, but im not "talking" to them or i wouldnt be like "flirting" with them and stuff. idk, some guys that ive talked to the in past take the things i see for granted or they think im like full of shit or something. i just want a fucking guy to be real with me so i can be real with him! no fucking games por favor. but another thing is, just cause i text or talk to a guy on the phone, it DOES NOT mean that i LIKE him or im TALKING to him or im SWACKING him. -___- i fucking get ANNOYED when people always think that. a homeboy is just a homeboy unless noted otherwise!

this is pretty much my "type" but theres always room for me to make exceptions.. cause trust me.. i have. you'd believe me if you were to see the guys ive gone out with or talked to. -.-
i need to set higher standards and UPGRADE. cause, i always get treated like shit.

-smart or not dumb as a rock ; so i would be able to hold a decent conversation with him
-althetically affiliated or "fit"
-somewhat a sense of clothing style.

and thats pretty much it. except there are much more details and stuff that go along with that, but im too lazy to type it all out. smart.fit.style. yupp

OH, and i really really dislike guys who put themselves above everyone else. i mean theres a dick from being confidently "aware" and being an arrogant, stuck up dick. i hate guys who try to be-little be and try to make me feel like im not "good" enough. cause i know, most of those guys, they get at girls who are "dime pieces" and who are hot pieces of shit, but i guarantee you, like 2/3 of those girls, are stuck up, materialistic, golddigging, selfish, conceited girls. (i would have said whores, but thats not always true).

OHHH and id like to continue on before, about earlier; just cause i talk to someone or text or chill with a guy, doesnt mean anything. like, after all the shit that has happened.. i really want to get to know a guy... like really well. and like, if i end up liking him, then i end up liking him, if there are things about him that i wont be able to stand, then we can stay as friends. theres a BIG difference from LIKING and from being INTERESTED in a guy.

well, enough of that for me. im getting cold. i have a stuffy nose, and my lip hurts. back to work.