lip.

so, basically, my lip feels SOOO much better. its ridiculous. like, it healed instantly when i went to go take it out.


yesterday, i was driving all around san diego (Literally) to go shopping and what not. then i was still tripping out on my lip, so i call some people and ask them where i should go to take a look at.
so, im driving down garnet, and i was gonna go to a piercing parlor by this hookah shop called sin bads, but i saw enigma first, and one of my homegirls tati, got all her shit done there and said their pretty legit. so then like, i walk in and im waiting for a bit and i talk to one of the piercers and i tell her my problem. she told me she would be able to pop the backing out and stuff, and said it will hurt and what not. so, basically im freaking the hell out, cause im SOO bad with pain =/ and another thing is, they werent gonna numb it when they took it out, and if you actually saw my lip in person, it was pretty fucking bad. like, i would flip my lip down and you would only see pink, no silver at all. so the lady said she would be right with me. so im waiting. and then, she said she was ready for me. my heart is pounding like a bitch cause i was so scared. so i laid down on the bed thing, and she takes a look at it. she told me she was going to put some pressure on it, and that bitch HURT. my eyes started tearing up, and i was basically crying. i knew it was going to hurt a lot cause the night before, i tried doing it myself, and like make a hole where i knew the backing was, but it was too painful i couldnt do it. but anyways, she continues to apply a lot of pressure on it.. and trust me, it was hurting BAD. it was like, she was trying to pierce my lip, except she couldnt get the needle through, so she had to apply a lot of pressure on it. oh, she didnt use a needle or anything, she just held the ball with her thumb, flipped my lip down, and applied A LOT of pressure on it. i felt a pop, and i tasted blood. but it wasnt over. she said she saw some of the backing but had to apple more pressure to get it fully out. so, the pain began again.. it felt like FOREVER till she got it out. and this time, it hurt 128904310984 times more. then finally, there was a bigger pop and a bigger splash of blood in my mouth. the backing was out. i was groaning and like moaning in pain the whole time, cause i would scream or talk since i didnt want to move while she held onto my lip. then i told her to just take it out, cause i didnt want to deal with that shit anymore.

*sighhh, so now, its out. i can eat a burrito normally now. its not swollen or it doesnt feel like theres a hard rock inside my lip. and that spot is starting to scab. thats about it. but seriously, that was such a bitch to have, cause it started to get painful after a week, since my lip started to swell. the piercing lady said that its prolly that i was allergic to that cheap metal and stuff. and the person who pierced it, pierced it at an angle which made it worse.

but enough of that, im tired. nap time.