stress.

it gets harder and harder to get up everyday. it sucks when the people who will always be there for you, brings you down. people with families that are supportive should be really thankful, no lie. cause even though im not suppose to "let those things get to me" and no matter how hard i try to ignore it, things like that keep repeating in my head, and it brings me down.. a lot.

its like im running a mile, and every step i take i fall, and everytime i get back up is like another bruise to my body. so everytime i try to pick myself back up again, it just gets harder and harder.

maybe its just me complaining, but ierno. so much shit is happening i dont even know how to deal with it anymore.

time to stop complaining. back to homework. oh and dont worry, ill blog later about ellaine and stuff that happened a couple of days ago.