rain. lip. last night.

so, right now im at home, cause i got out of school early, and its fucking pouringgg rain.

my lip is really bugging me, like, i try to move it, and it feels as if the skin on the outside of the ring/ball is dry, so its painful. hopefully the swellling will go down.

so yesterdayyy i basically woke up at like three, and didnt do shit till like six. i stayed in last night, although tommy wanted to hang out, but i had homework to do so i stayed in. imma good girl huh? (: but anywaysss, i spend like all night TRYINGG to do my homework, but i swear my whole phone book was texting me! or people were aiming me.. and of coursee i was responding.

i was talking to jet, and i bet you'd never guess about what. FUCKING MAPLE STORY. oh my gahhh!! dude, i remember when i USE TO play that game. what a waste of my freaking life, staring at a computer, pressing 1-2 keys simultaneously to kill "monsters" to gain experiance to level up. wowww. idk why i wasted my life on that game. well i do know why, cause my current boyfriend then was addicted to that game, and since i was his girlfriend, i so happen to pick up the game as well. but anyways, back to the conversation me and jet had. basically, he called, trying to convince me to play that stupid game with him, and im like.. "hell fu**ing NO!" - i refuse to allow myself to get sucked up into a game that will not benefit me in anyway and also take away precious time that i have that i should be using to sleep or study.

then after that, guess who called?! haha james! ; its that black and korean guy i met at tap x, on wednesday or something along with rj and gener and stuff. OH MY LORDY! that conversation was interestinggg. hhahaaahahaha. i couldnt stop laughing! ill prolly blame him from the reason why my lip is hurting right now. apparently to him, he doesnt understand how " i stand it" - when in reality, its not THAT big of a deal to me. (and he is prolly the only one who gets what i mean when i say "stand it")

which leds me to the big question..

if you have a lip ring (stud or ring) is it harder for you to make out with someone?. i wonderr because that would suck nuts if it changes anything. cause really, if i cant kiss the same or make out the same and what not, this piercing gots to go! since, i dont want to have sex or i know i should have sex, which thus only allows me to make out (: HAHAHHA. anywaysss, that was prolly too much information for you guys. but if you read this far, congrats. cause if you havent noticed, i write a lot.

but basically, the conversation i had with him was pretty cool. no we didnt talk about like fucking eachother or anything. which is prolly what some of you are thinking. i mean, we talked about our personal lives and what not, and i got to know him better which was chill. joseph was right. wtf is up with me and the "js" HAHAHA. anyways, im not trying to imply anything.

cause, its not like i really want a bf right now. i wouldnt mind talking to someone though. if you know what i mean. cause, having a bf right now, idk, all the guys that have tried to get at me, i dotn take seriously, and they prolly dont take relationships seriously like i do, so thats out of the question.

but right now, my toes are cold. my lip is irritating me. and mervyns and starbucks are calling my name. ill blog later! (: